Journal Entry #1:The Rebirth of Journaling

…I took a break, but why?

It’s been awhile since I’ve done some journaling…Like almost 2 years. And that’s alot since I use to journal everyday, multiple times a day. My husband asked me, “Do I think I stopped journaling because before I was trying to manifest something?” And the short answser to that is NO. As I looked in my  journal, there was a very SMALL section /time when I wrote “manifest” type of entries.

I am not really sure why I stopped journaling. My life changed COMPLETELY almost 2 years ago. I met my husband, got in engaged, moved to a different state, got a new job & got married all within a year. So it’s safe to say your girl has been busy. I thought after the wedding my life would somehow, slow back down (or go back to some sort of new normal). But I can’t lie, I have having a difficult time finding my grounding.  

With all the good that has happened over the past 2 years, there is still feeling I have that I am not sure what to call it. I had a routine when I was in Jersey, that I had perfected it. But moving to New York, has been an adjustment. You would think it would be simple…it’s just across the bridge, but it’s not that simple.

…From Scratch

When you’ve perfected your space, your life, your routine, going outside of that and starting from scratch is difficult! Especially for me…I had already spent 2-3 years perfecting my Jersey Life. And everything has completely change. I haven’t found a way to really bring myself to focus back on those things I was focused on before; because the environment is not the same and not your level of “comfort” that you are use to. Not saying I don’t feel comfort in my New York home, It’s just not ME. I moved into my husbands’ space and possibly when we decide to move I will be able to have some of that comfort back.

…With All that being said…

I’ve decided to start taking some baby steps back my world. My Youtube Channel, My BLOG & My Business. I’ve done these kinds of open journals in the past and I want to get back to it. I will be incorporating these kinds of posts here on my site every now and again to reflect with you guys. BUT will get back to my Beauty Posts, I also plan on adding a few other things I’ve love/grown to love talking about, i.e. Travel, Food, Fashion (Sometimes), and other things. I really want to tap back into me and the things I love &  I know you guys have been asking where I’ve been. But I am ready to seriously get back to me.